Soooooooooooooooooooooooo
I'm really bored.
When I'm awake Cory is sleeping BLAH BLAH BLAH
looking at Tattoos while I'm waiting for him to wake up
me and Shelby are getting matching friendship tats <3
and im going to get a chakra tattoo too
SO EXCITED
so im saving up for my tattoos and a trip to the mall of America.
eeeee.
IM A SPIRTUAL GANGSTERRRR
anyway, cory texted me.
He's ready for me.......................
;)
Friday, August 30, 2013
Wednesday, August 28, 2013
Post by Chelsea: 2nd day of school and other things.
yeah. The past is hard, so what.
But I think that if I didn't have my past I wouldn't be able to "handle" Cory at any
other time in my life. That's why I'm glad we got together ten years later.
Cory, like myself, needs attention and compliments and faithfulness. It took me awhile to learn that I wanted these things formyself. And it took me even more time to know that I can not only receive those things that I expect, but also give them...... and I'm going to do that for Cory.
I've always thought I would have something exceptional one day and just like everything else that is exception, its hard, and it will be hard. I don't care if it's hard. I just want to be able to tell Cory when I feel like life is too much for me. I need someone to talk to. I can't hide my emotions, I will never be able to do that(wish I could sometimes).
The problem is though, all my ex boyfriends were robots. They had no emotions so "being there" for me was quite easy for them because it didn't require much out of them. Cory is emotional and get's crabby. In part, its a good thing I need someone that doesn't let me get away with anything at all. But babe, right back at ya ;)
So I guess this is my first time dating an actual human being.
I'm human too.
This love will always be alive.
But I think that if I didn't have my past I wouldn't be able to "handle" Cory at any
other time in my life. That's why I'm glad we got together ten years later.
Cory, like myself, needs attention and compliments and faithfulness. It took me awhile to learn that I wanted these things formyself. And it took me even more time to know that I can not only receive those things that I expect, but also give them...... and I'm going to do that for Cory.
I've always thought I would have something exceptional one day and just like everything else that is exception, its hard, and it will be hard. I don't care if it's hard. I just want to be able to tell Cory when I feel like life is too much for me. I need someone to talk to. I can't hide my emotions, I will never be able to do that(wish I could sometimes).
The problem is though, all my ex boyfriends were robots. They had no emotions so "being there" for me was quite easy for them because it didn't require much out of them. Cory is emotional and get's crabby. In part, its a good thing I need someone that doesn't let me get away with anything at all. But babe, right back at ya ;)
So I guess this is my first time dating an actual human being.
I'm human too.
This love will always be alive.
August 28, 2013
A blog by Cory.
_______________________________
Well.
I leave to catch the bus to go to my first day at work at 4:45.
Target.
It's hard to wake up from a nice sleep to these texts.
Texts saying Chelsea is weak.
Saying that going with him is a possibility.
That just really hurts.
I'm not unemotional.
My heart is weak.
Especially this week.
But.
But.
Butt.
I understand.
I'm okay with working on it with her.
I really am.
I love her.
I'd do anything to have her choose me over anyone else.
I know she's the one for me.
That's why I won't give up.
Not now.
Not tomorrow.
Not a month from now.
Not ever.
I promise that to MYSELF.
I don't like being an asshole and not let her do things.
But, I just know how those situations end. I've DONE IT..
I'm most definitely not oblivious.
Nor am I naive.
Trying to keep myself happy.
Because most of my life that's how I've kept myself sane.
I guess I really can control my emotions internally.
But my love for Chelsea is like an open heart surgery.
If she ever did something unfaithful, that heart is ruined.
And that patient dies.
I don't want the patient to die.
I wouldn't want her patient to die either.
A blog by Cory.
_______________________________
Well.
I leave to catch the bus to go to my first day at work at 4:45.
Target.
It's hard to wake up from a nice sleep to these texts.
Texts saying Chelsea is weak.
Saying that going with him is a possibility.
That just really hurts.
I'm not unemotional.
My heart is weak.
Especially this week.
But.
But.
Butt.
I understand.
I'm okay with working on it with her.
I really am.
I love her.
I'd do anything to have her choose me over anyone else.
I know she's the one for me.
That's why I won't give up.
Not now.
Not tomorrow.
Not a month from now.
Not ever.
I promise that to MYSELF.
I don't like being an asshole and not let her do things.
But, I just know how those situations end. I've DONE IT..
I'm most definitely not oblivious.
Nor am I naive.
Trying to keep myself happy.
Because most of my life that's how I've kept myself sane.
I guess I really can control my emotions internally.
But my love for Chelsea is like an open heart surgery.
If she ever did something unfaithful, that heart is ruined.
And that patient dies.
I don't want the patient to die.
I wouldn't want her patient to die either.
Tuesday, August 27, 2013
I'm a busy bear : '(
I want to spend my freetime with Cory
<3
Chelsea
I want to spend my freetime with Cory
<3
Chelsea
Mondays
9:00-:50
Nutrition Class
11:00-12:15
Fiction CW
3:00-4:15
Lit Theory
FreeTime
12:15-3:00
after 4:30
(Finishline)
Nutrition Class
11:00-12:15
Fiction CW
3:00-4:15
Lit Theory
FreeTime
12:15-3:00
after 4:30
(Finishline)
Tuesdays
8:00-8:50
Yoga Teach
12:00-12:45
Atwood yoga Teach
6:00-6:50
Yogalates Teach
7:00
Outreach Meetings
9/10-9/24-10/8-10/22
11/5-11/19-12/3
Yoga Teach
12:00-12:45
Atwood yoga Teach
6:00-6:50
Yogalates Teach
7:00
Outreach Meetings
9/10-9/24-10/8-10/22
11/5-11/19-12/3
*ReturnYoga at 7:30
FreeTime:
1-5
1-5
Wednesdays
*6:30am ReturnYoga
*6:30am ReturnYoga
9:00-:50
Nutrition
11:00-12:15
Fiction
3:00-4:15
Lit Theory
5:00-7:30
Advanced Poetry
Nutrition
11:00-12:15
Fiction
3:00-4:15
Lit Theory
5:00-7:30
Advanced Poetry
Freetime:
12:15-3:00
after 7:30
12:15-3:00
after 7:30
Thursdays
8:00-:50
Teach Yoga
12:00-:45
Teach atwood Yoga
6:00-:50
Pilates Teach
*Return Yoga 7:30
Freetime
9-11am
1-5pm
Teach Yoga
12:00-:45
Teach atwood Yoga
6:00-:50
Pilates Teach
*Return Yoga 7:30
Freetime
9-11am
1-5pm
Fridays
*Returnyoga 6:30
10am-:50
Teach Pilates
10am-:50
Teach Pilates
Finishinline
Saturdays/Sundays
Finishline
Saturdays/Sundays
Finishline
August 27, 2013
This is the first blog.
It is a happy blog.
Not really sure who came up with the name "blog".
They need to be punched.
But I won't punch them.
Most likely.
He could be dead.
Or it could be a she.
Which would be rude of me to punch.
Women have feelings.
I like women.
But, one in particular.
Chelsea Rhino.
I love her so much.
She has changed my life.
She is the love of my life.
I want to marry her.
One day, someday?
Okay.
I have so much fun with her.
I really do.
Although sometimes I am moody bear.
But I have a few reasons.
I never mean to take them out on her.
She is so sweet.
And I feel bad when I'm a bad bear around her.
I love her.
Did I mention that yet?
If you don't like the format of my thoughts then fucka youa.
Not you Chelsea, if you're reading this.
I love you.
I also love Noodles and Co. now.
That's some good ass shit.
Chelsea took me to eat there.
Damn.
So many soda flavors.
That's gonna be my new hang spot.
Well this all for tonight.
Goodnight blog... ya bitch.
This is the first blog.
It is a happy blog.
Not really sure who came up with the name "blog".
They need to be punched.
But I won't punch them.
Most likely.
He could be dead.
Or it could be a she.
Which would be rude of me to punch.
Women have feelings.
I like women.
But, one in particular.
Chelsea Rhino.
I love her so much.
She has changed my life.
She is the love of my life.
I want to marry her.
One day, someday?
Okay.
I have so much fun with her.
I really do.
Although sometimes I am moody bear.
But I have a few reasons.
I never mean to take them out on her.
She is so sweet.
And I feel bad when I'm a bad bear around her.
I love her.
Did I mention that yet?
If you don't like the format of my thoughts then fucka youa.
Not you Chelsea, if you're reading this.
I love you.
I also love Noodles and Co. now.
That's some good ass shit.
Chelsea took me to eat there.
Damn.
So many soda flavors.
That's gonna be my new hang spot.
Well this all for tonight.
Goodnight blog... ya bitch.
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